Running

I just got rid of my whole dead letter office.
Letters I kept for so long. Some were maybe 10 years old.
I don't need them to remind me.
I will remember.

I want to be lighter.

No more running back.

I have thrown away love letters. I don't need reminding.
I didn't keep things I can't use.
I'm in now.

And,
I have accepted you for who you are. Not what you can be.
All of you.
And I have and will love you none the less.

I don't know what i can save you from

sh.,
i can't save you. (period)
not to mention,
i can't save you from yourself.

I Could Easily Turn

into anybody else.

New Person manifesto.

In this current state of drunkenness I have discovered that actually...I don't want to keep the monster inside anymore. I have someone who will follow me no matter what it is I do and I will not keep away from doing what it is I feel like doing.
I am not tempted by that to change everything and become a whole new person whose self censorship does not exist, I am only tempted to try and relax and go wherever the flow takes me and not react to anything by the thought of it.