Welcome to the Show!

Welcome to the show! Breathe in, breathe out. I was so scared. I felt like i was going to fuck up everything and everyone would say who is this girl, she's not an actress, but a loser!
I was so scared to get on stage and do my monologue like no one could ever believe but guess what... I DID IT!
I went up there and I made people laugh. I felt SO good about myself. I felt SO FUCKING GOOD. People clapped...I was so happy to not be a Loser (Capital L) and I was so satisfied.
I am not an actress...but at least I can do my part well; at least I can deliver some feeling.

All Gewd.