Runaway

Runaway. I need to runaway. I need to leave everything here and go there. Sit by the sea and think nothing, be careless. I need a break from everything and everyone. I need a break from everything and everyone. I need a break from all the things everyone needs. I need to rest and dream. I need time for myself. I need to breathe in and breathe out as slowly as I can.
I need to know that I exist.
I need to know that I exist and that I can.
I need to know that I can have time by myself and not run to talk with someone or even something.
I need to go back to having fun all by myself.
I feel like I am going insane.
People are taking so much energy from me. I need to breathe in, breathe out and know that I can regain the energy taken away.

Maybe I was asking for too much when I asked for more than survival.

Maybe this is my going insane blog!