together but not alone.
A friend asked me what the worst feeling in the world is. I told her it was regret. Regret is one feeling I didn't experience a lot but I'm pretty sure it's the worst feeling ever for me.
She told me hers was loneliness, another feeling I haven't experienced a lot, because I always found ways out of loneliness. When I was alone, I was happy with it being a choice. I knew how to do things alone, to walk downtown alone, to smoke in a cafe alone. And it was good.
The worst loneliness is loneliness with people being there to actually witness it, and not making it any less.
The opposite would, naturally, be good company. And one you have that, it makes you warm for the whole winter season. Friends that you consider family, a partner that you can always be comfortably silent with. Once you have these, you know you'll survive.
You know you will have lost the energy to do things alone, but you know that you have better company than yourself.
5 comments:
mmm... i would go for feeling helpless,the kind of helpless that comes when u actually know there are crazy things you can do to feel better, u just don't have it in you to do them, it drives me crazy... loneliness is ok, i can always daydream, it's fun... regret, well i am too stubborn to admit it, annd when i do, i immediately tell myself: "what's the point of that now?" and snap out of it...
but yeah, when ur feeling lonely in the sense of being around ppl who can't/don't make u feel better, it sucks because their mere existance can't even help you talk urself out of it
being missunderstood also sucks
3ala fekra i'm recording these answers (my fav is still amrs :))
Fear....
Fear is by far the worst feeling ever... fear includes being helpless, being lonely, being unsure, regret & so much bloody more...
It sucks!
loss
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